A lot has happened

And then some I would say....

It is now almost February and I have yet to tell all of you something. My daughter Vanessa born June 12th, 2009 passed away on September 20th, 2009. She was my youngest baby. The baby that hardly cried. The baby that slept through the night for me. She was such a morning person and the light of my life. She passed away from SIDS. You can read my journey about her and the stories I have at vanessa61209.blogspot.com


I love her so much and I miss her every single day.


That is all I want to share at the present moment. I believe tomorrow will be the beginning of a new leaf in the blog world for me. I am going to try and keep up this blog like I kind of sort of used to. I had a job in December but then left said job in January :-( so I am still a stay at home mom. I still have three children although one is not physically with us she is always with us in spirit and in our hearts. My husband is still in the Navy, and I still have two adorable toddlers who like to test my patience every day.

I have good days....I have bad days and I have days that are in between.

I'm a mom, wife, sister, daughter and granddaughter and semi dad when my husband isn't around. I play and laugh with my children and right now....I wish my family were physically together but we are all connected at the heart.



I like reading, writing and I am now really addicted to Facebook. But that's what gets me through the days. That and my family and friends. I will post more later...I just wanted to get those words off my chest. Ta ta for now blog world.