December.....

Okay this is the middle of December, and I have yet to really publish anything.

I said I was going to update this blog, but I never did. So here goes...

I am pregnant with my fourth child (yes fourth). We are due in February and it's going to be a girl! My husband and I are really excited for the upcoming birth of our baby, and I can't believe that it's flown by so quickly. I am still staying at home with the kids. Life is slowing down sort of (haha). I am trying new things out...I will be starting college (online) in January (hopefully). I am going for an AA Degree in Science and Math. Maybe when I feel like going in to debt again maybe I will transfer to a 4 year University somewhere and do something else.

For right now, I am loving my life. My husband and my children are my world. I miss my Vanessa terribly, she would have been 18 months old by now. I still think of her every day, but it's getting easier to bear with the pain and the guilt.

I have some awesome friends....I wouldn't be able to get through my days without them. I am still addicted to Facebook, but the games...not so much anymore (hehe). I became an Ombudsman for my husband's command (NSA Bethesda) so for all of you in the Navy that are stationed there look me up!! ^_^

Other than that, I just wanted to start afresh and hopefully 2011 will be me year!! ^_^

It's September.....

And I cannot believe how time has flown. I started this blog well over a year ago, and my how things have changed.

A lot has happened

And then some I would say....

It is now almost February and I have yet to tell all of you something. My daughter Vanessa born June 12th, 2009 passed away on September 20th, 2009. She was my youngest baby. The baby that hardly cried. The baby that slept through the night for me. She was such a morning person and the light of my life. She passed away from SIDS. You can read my journey about her and the stories I have at vanessa61209.blogspot.com


I love her so much and I miss her every single day.


That is all I want to share at the present moment. I believe tomorrow will be the beginning of a new leaf in the blog world for me. I am going to try and keep up this blog like I kind of sort of used to. I had a job in December but then left said job in January :-( so I am still a stay at home mom. I still have three children although one is not physically with us she is always with us in spirit and in our hearts. My husband is still in the Navy, and I still have two adorable toddlers who like to test my patience every day.

I have good days....I have bad days and I have days that are in between.

I'm a mom, wife, sister, daughter and granddaughter and semi dad when my husband isn't around. I play and laugh with my children and right now....I wish my family were physically together but we are all connected at the heart.



I like reading, writing and I am now really addicted to Facebook. But that's what gets me through the days. That and my family and friends. I will post more later...I just wanted to get those words off my chest. Ta ta for now blog world.